Sunday, December 20, 2009

The Beginning of the End....

This is it...the beginning of the end....

I am married with two kids, living paycheck to paycheck despite making a very good income.  I am overwhelmed and overextended in all areas of my life.  I have absolutely no financial security, no emotional security and absolutely no time for myself.  I never imagined that my life would turn out this way.

From the outside looking in my life looks pretty normal - a husband, two kids, a cat, a dog, a good job, etc., etc.  Really everything most people hope to have when they get older.  So why am I so unhappy??
As I pondered this question, I began to envision what would be my ideal life situation...

I decided that my ideal life would be free of financial worries, would include me having control over my own time, being able to spend time with my kids and exposing them to the beauty in the world and having a husband who was happy and not resentful. 

So...this is my goal - how I'm going to get there, I have no idea! But I am committed to changing my life and finding happiness...and so, the journey begins with one small action - the journey begins...the beginnning of the end, the beginning of a new happier life...